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Archive: October 2010 - March 2011
28/03/11
It's essay writing season and things have been flat out. I've had a little time to unwind. The great majority of studio work is finished in preparation for assessment and there's a schedule of recording with the band in Glasgow. I'm taking a long weekend - the weather is beautiful and it feels like coming up for air.

The big resin pieces are finally complete. The technical problem of fitting the 'box' structures to the resin led to a rethink. In both cases I ended up creating a scaffold tailored to the size of each form to which the outer shell of each work could be assembled. Planning the whole construction of each piece on paper was essential. Although the resin forms have a certain elasticity, they're both strong enough to resist pressure from basic pine and MDF structures.

The steel corner pieces were fixed and then then both pieces covered with soaked wood chippings. I thought it best to use something stronger than vinegar or apple juice to encourage the rust so I got my hands on some concentrated acid from the technicians in the printmaking workshops. 24 hours under a plastic sheet in a warm room was enough to bring out the colours I wanted.

Things never turn out quite as you expect and I'm really critical of the errors in modeling and casting. Still, they're both successfully imposing structures and I've gained a lot of raw technical experience in making them. Onwards and upwards and all that.
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The humidifier and frames have worked out better than I could have hoped for. Over a couple of weeks the rust proliferated. The surface of the piece constantly changed although the panels inside really soaked up the water and warped severely. It wasn't until I stopped the process and took the thing apart that I saw how much mould had grown on the reverse and the corridor wall.
The whole pont of the exposure to moisture worked though. The rusted colouring seemed to be exaggerated in certain areas dependant on the impressions of the brush strokes and the concentration of methylated spirits with which the iron was applied. |
In each case, the revealed panels have formed an image completely unlike anything I saw in my mind's eye.
They have both formed acceptable products despite being a meaningless aside from the imaged intent of the 'machine' that made them. I can only just make out traces of the line drawings applied to the surface of each panel. So, I'm repeating the process with a few changes. This time I'm using stretched canvases, heavily primed on reinforced stretchers. The surface of each image is coated with dripped iron, eliminating any trace of brush strokes and the line drawing of each rose is executed with acrylic varnish.
Despite these refinements, I'm wary of getting too bogged down in the details of the image-making. The fundamentals of this entire exercise are couched in the plastic surface that envelopes the whole fog-chamber thing. If that is the completed image, what does it matter how these panels or canvases turn out? I still need to know, I suppose.
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The resin head and plinth have been complete for some time but I have been tinkering around the edges with the presentation. I've applied natural oxidants from time to time and experimented with dilutions of beeswax and paraffin. Both the bronze head and iron plinth are presented on a wooden column.

The weight of the head comes across more effectively now it rests in the lower form. I'm encouraging that impression by presenting it at a lower height than is traditional - a height convenient for arms to reach out and lift it.
Some of the smaller oddities are being presented for assessment. I still don't know how I feel about this brush hybrid object but it seems to command attention.

There has been an issue of how to present the thing. The notion of the spike projecting out at the viewer needed finessing. I now find it more rewarding to display it side-on on the wall. I like the side-on view of the bristles and their irregularities. There is another piece underway involving the warping of the broom handle associated with this brush head. I draw a sharp breath knowing that I am addressing a plinth-form and a found object simultaneously. It doesn't honestly feel like my natural territory.
I can breathe a sigh of relief that the main written work is complete. The 'contextual review' is a commentary on the ideas behind the entire year's studio practice. It has been a strain to translate re language of the visual work into written English. It feels like one side of my brain fighting with the other. Despite this, the occasional analytical insight appears unbidden in language and it is certainly more comprehensive than the usual blathering of this page. Of course it requires the more flowery brand of academic language. Anyway, I've decided to put it online. It feels like a way of consolidating the rant. If it's exhaustively written down somewhere then I don't have to worry about it anymore.
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28/02/11
The bronze head's plinth has been molded and cast. So has the giant 'chewing gum' stretching piece and the squished blob of associated flexible matter is very near completion too.
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Now the iron plinth is out of it's plaster prison, I've been trying out methods of accelerating the patination and appearance of metallic decay.
These wood chips are the leftovers from the mitre machines in the fine art workshop - I'm sure the guys down there don't mind me clearing out the waste.
There are a lot of different sizes and textures in these fragments- all to come into close contact with the iron surface. Soaked in water first, I added salt to give things a little chemical nudge and then finally introduced a lot of vinegar to bring up the acidity. |
The soaked wooden fragments are then packed around the object and wrapped with a cloth - in this case a much beloved t-shirt from my brother that has sadly developed enough holes to provoke too many frowns from my girlfriend.
The idea is to leave it for several days. The moisture and the acidity promote rust but the fabric permits enough oxygen to facilitate the reaction. Since I did this, I've checked in the corners each morning to see how things are progressing and to slosh some more vinegar over the bag,
Of course, if this technique works, I'll be applying it to all of the larger pieces that have an iron surface. There are subtle differences in texture between them but so long as they have a slightly rough or porous surface, blooms of rust should appear.
Another downside of working in this messy, chemical manner is that this kind of work is best conducted in the courtyard of the sculpture workshops. It's a semi-outdoor area with big draughts and no heating. The idea of fine art being a precise, delicate and cerebral activity seems out of the window. Art is physical. Art is heavy, messy, uncomfortable, cold, smelly and tiring. This feels like working back in the MacRobert theatre dock - of which I have only good memories. |
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Some of the studio work is quite precise, to be fair. Over the harsh winter I decided to spend some time working on deadpan images. Oil painting is the root of so much I am producing. It feels relatively simple to get back into it at a small scale.
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That so much of my work appeals to notions of physical interaction or utilitarian manifestation has pointed the studio work in a variety of different directions. The timing seemed right to reinvest some of that exploration in more traditional, wall-based images.
Before the paintings were complete, I was aware that they needed an excessive, overblown presentation. Like Hodgkin's chopping boards, the presence of the image had to be exceeded by the woody block of the medium. Sometimes this implies the use of the board or canvas. In this case, I overemphasized the frame.
The images themselves are small and life-sized. It seems now a little crass to focus on the purely, literally utilitarian; the handle and the doorknob, but there is a kind of hypnotic simplicity in the single feature. I eliminated all extraneous information and avoided heavy use of paint. No brush marks nor passionate gestures are visible.
Despite this precise rendering, I realised quickly that photo realism also belied the frames' formal intent. A gaseous veil of lemon or lime glazes coats and unifies each image, adding to their hypnotic allure and also preserving a painterly lack of finish. I have allowed fragments of drawing or the skeletons of a transfer grid to show through the fine layers of paint.
These three paintings feel like one unit of work, like one finished piece. I'm uncertain of them though. I'm not sure they address a sense of physical allure correctly.

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I've extended on this idea of a group of three vertical units. In this case I chose the notion of the box or container as being the mechanism of tactile invitation.

Each of these three 'boxes' are cubes consisting of nine cuts of solid pine assembled precisely. I sanded and stained the wood and then sanded and stained again, repeatedly, until the wood took on the weathered or used finish of an antique item.
The facade of each unit was selected sequentially for the 'front' or presented surface of each piece. Again, these feel like paintings.
Then, with minute increments of the band saw (and a healthy respect for the flying blade that the scar on my left thumb will attest to) I gradually cut out a groove along three faces of the cube to create the impression of a seam. Maybe overly laboured, this seam suggests the utilitarian narrative of the object; that these are containers that the viewer is invited to open and close despite the situational impossibility.
Augmenting this feature in a decorative way are the copper corner pieces. I've had my eye on these kinds of things for awhile. Flight cases and containers for musical instruments often have them. I associate them with vessels for valuable goods that seem to be on the move a lot.
Ultimately, this work feels a little too decorative to feel wholly honest to me. Maybe this is because of the comparison to the decay and corruption of the iron finish. After all, I'm giving over the precision and control of finished surface of many pieces to random variables whereas these wooden boxes were selected, coloured and polished. Even the copper hue seems excessively ornamental.
The square format, though - the repetition and the geometry - these things seem correct and proper. The iron boards with the rose line drawings share something of the same format albeit on a far grander scale. |
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These two have ended up in the sculpture corridor. This is partly to free up some of my wall space for the 3D work yet to come but also because I don't have to worry about them when they're out of the studio. At this stage they are sealed in plastic. The surface is not as resilient as I would like but it does have the advantage of wrinkles, creases and other distortions that contribute to the image.

I drilled a hole in the kettle to make room for the plumbing. The first boil satisfyingly shot steam straight up into the paintings but also started melting the lower pipe. I had a quick rethink and went out to buy a sonic humidifier. It generates no excess heat and still produces a great deal of water vapour. Also, I can leave it for hours at a time as it pumps moisture into the sealed frames.
As I watched rust slowly appear, it became apparent that the process runs the risk of soaking and distorting the pine timbers that make up the box frame and structure of the board supporting the image. I made larger scale versions of the copper corner pieces, this time out of steel and drilled to allow fixture. |
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So the piece is effectively finished. I suppose that the plastic can be removed and the rusted remains be dried and sealed for more permanent display but I like the pair nature, the plumbing and the machinery of the humidifier. I like the peripheries working on the ever-changing, dripping surface. They are at once painting, sculpture and installation. Again, it is so freeing to hold my hands up to the precise control of a painterly image and turn over the outcome to a process I instigated but have no control over.
I finished the last of the resin casting today. Things are nearing completion.
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03/02/11
That was a bad winter.
Well, it still is winter - but for me, the cocktail of labyrinthitis, icy streets, freezing temperatures and the enforced nothing of 'holiday' was very hard to bear. I've been productive but not joyfully. It has been too long since the last update which simply leaves me more pictures than usual to put in place. The sun is barely rising in the sky and windy ice streaks through the air on a dullingly repetitive basis. Still, somehow things are still being made.
I had more time to spare outwith the studio than was agreeable. Tinkering with the last two rose paintings conjoured these O'keefe-esque images. They have something compelling about them but the throwaway nature of their composition doesn't warrant any further painting. They are curiosities alone as they have nothing thematically in-keeping with the justifications of the previous two. Photoshop is a bewitching tool - for me, only that. Working in pairs is a recurring theme. Simultaneous and symmetrical arrangements prove themselves valuable. In these cases, the repetition of the mirror-image dominates the surface but doesn't add anything new other than a pleasing display.

The 3D work is moving beyond the modeling to the casting stage.

Knowing that these pieces all contribute to the presence of weathered, rusted matter is maddening because I am now well aware of the time and effort required to achieve the final physical presence of the oxidised surface.
Achieving that surface is one thing. Achieving it in a way that is structurally sound and can co-exist with a means of supporting it on a wall or what've context is another. |
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Working with resin is a nasty business.
It smells. It is carcinogenic, it sticks to everything when you look the other way. The glass fiber gets trapped in your clothes or wherever (thank god I don't have any hair). Making matters worse, I've chosen to mix the resin with iron. The tiny particles of iron are as tenacious an any other substance which barely qualify as art. I've already had to sacrifice one pair of earphones to such a magnetically receptive substance.

This mixed goop has an unforgiving numerical stringency. How many parts gel to parts catalyst? How many ounces to kilograms? How many tablespoons of metal to oxidant? My experience tells me that you start to develop an instinctive knack after the 30th bowl.
The roar of the extraction fans may drown out my music but at least it supposedly keeps me free of toxic inhalation. I am daily applying fragments of glass fibre that are irritatingly uncontrollable airborne fragments that settle in my clothes and eyes only to set as needle-sharp spikes by the next morning. This is the stuff of boat hulls or the surfaces of light aircraft. It is tough to deal with but resilient as hell if you get the mix right.
The tattooing continues on a weekly basis. Practice makes perfect, as they say - and the more I practice the more I recognise the sheer technical difficulty of working with skin.

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I know I am improving but in tiny increments.
In the case of this piece, the main challenge has been to attain the smooth transition from skin to solid black within varying size of workable skin. The size of needle, the position of the design, the type of skin, the settings of the power pack, the setting of the machine - all these variables are unmanageable on a conscious level. Like oil-painting, it is the repetition and ritual of continuous use of materials that lead to the bare bones of acceptable results.
Working in the winter is hard. Clients seem chilled to the bone and, despite their protestations, multiple halogen heaters end up aimed at them, if only to stop mild shivering. Adrenaline and cold is a bad combination.
The regimen of shop/art school/shop is getting to me. I knew it would become difficult but I'm well aware that I need the release of a change of scene, some kind of break from the harsh schedule of studio practice and trying to walk without occasionally staggering into a wall.
I wish the labyrinthitis would go away so much. It hangs around like a summer cold that spoils everything.
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With these dreary sentiments in mind. I've started work on two very different, very 'throwaway' rose paintings. They directly tie in to the themes of viewer-proximity, touch and material form that encapsulates all this year's work but, as ever, I hope they work as stand-alone pieces.
Symmetrical pairs, there are very basic line drawings of roses under all this dark. These panels (and frames) are coated with iron. They are about to be enclosed in polythene and then plumbed directly to a source of condensation and oxidants. Rather than leave them on my studio wall, I'm going to fix them in the sculpture corridor (what better place for two 'paintings' and their plumbing?) where I can leave them for a good few weeks and see if the bleak slate-grey transforms to the rich natural hues of rust.

Some of the current work has finally reached a conclusion! It seems strange to see sketchbook material finally manifest itself as a finished 3D product, hanging from a steel hook, but here they are.

The gauntlets have succumbed to few changes from their first drawings to final realisation but they have taken a long time to make. Working the wood was tricky but not tedious. Measuring, cutting and sewing the upholstery was very dull indeed.
I'm having to deal with the same weariness with a few of the things I'm making. I'm denying myself the thrill of spontaneity. I see others scattering sand on the floor, throwing ink at a wall or allowing the unpredictable inefficiencies of the printing press to present the artwork's clarity unbidden to the artist.
This seems dishonest to me. Foolishly, I feel I should be suffering the coalface fatigue, responsible for every move I make and every physical facet of my products. |
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Finally, Milo died - suddenly although not entirely unexpectedly.
He wasn't my dog - but I have thrown many a tennis ball for him, toweled the mud from his legs many a time, arrived at his door to hear his happy excited bark so often.
Although discouraged as a puppy from 'jumping up', I always welcomed his uncomfortable claws digging into my torso as he jumped to 'kiss' me - greeting me with his dodgy dog-breath and a tail wagging so hard he swayed from side to side.
He was one of those few dogs that had a very communicable face. Tension showed in lines. His wide eyes betrayed everything. Like one other dog I've known, Milo was intelligent and receptive enough to mimic the human grin that so often greeted him. A strange twisted grimace crossed his face when he met me at the top of the landing - his body curled in anticipation of the hug and his hips quivering from the frantically wagging tail.
So here's to Milo - and to my dear friends, Rob, Wendy and little Bobby who doubtless feel his absence worse than I. |
For all dogs - what's better than a good day out? Here's Milo in the open air and in the sun.

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03/12/10
The studios have been closed on and off for days. Winter arrived early and dramatically with repeated falls of snow - more snow than I can remember having in Scotland for many years. It conjures memories of wading hip-deep through drifts when I was a small child.

I've been having to watch my step as the labyrinthitis is still taking its sweet time to slowly wear off.
We're undergoing some kind of rare seasonal event due to a shift in the gulf stream which sounds eerily like the premise for The Day After Tomorrow. This recent satellite photo says it pretty well. Here in Dundee there'll be a lull. the skies will be beautifully clear and blue and the sun shines low on the horizon in the freezing air. However, if I look to the east, I'll see the next black slab of falling ice and the high towering clouds that are bringing the next dump of snow.
In about half an hour, I'm attempting to travel back to Glasgow for tomorrow's tattooing - I'm not confident of getting there without some serious road hassle and delays.
Anyway - I'm not complaining. Winter is too beautiful to miss. Culturally, we're a nation of complainers. Every time I look through the weather updates and news pages I see lines of stranded traffic and grounded aircraft. I take pleasure in not worrying about whether the country has lost billions due to lost man-hours.
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In the little time I've had in the studio, I've been able to complete the two rose paintings. It times nicely with clearing the studio for the winter break.

As usual, they never turn out quite the way I expect them to but it's good to feel them take on a life of their own. These two ended up with a lot more text in them than is normal for me - I wonder why.

Time to go brave the cold.
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25/11/10
The bronze head is finally complete.

After all the stages of treating with chemicals, washing, sandblasting, treating with other chemicals, etc. The final stage was to apply wax and polish the sanded metal areas to an authentic bronze sheen. And it works - it looks real.
Flying directly in the face of a traditional bronze bust is the rotting iron plinth that it will be sinking into.
I've had little experience with creating 3D objects with a view to casting but enough to know that planning ahead is everything. In the case of this head's plinth, making an armature came quickly and easily. The wooden framework and the chicken wire endoskeleton were measured for an excess layer of clay of half an inch.
I'm planning the form in my head as much as the sketchbook but the hands-on experience of making other objects is invaluable. |
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Most of the hard-earned experience feels like it came from molding and casting this large extrusion of stretch-material. MY best laid plans intended for this to be made wholly from plaster that would be cut and sanded to form the final 'plastic' form. Within a short period of time it became apparent that newly set plaster is half trapped water in mass and the dried form itself would be far too heavy for the wall.

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I thought it best to do things right - to make something as fit for the passage of time as the bronze head.
The entire form has been encased in about 40 kilos of plaster. I lost count of how many bowls of the dusty, splodgy, messy stuff I mixed after the first evening - but I was aware of the surprised look on Phong's face (sculpture technician and remarkable artist) when I asked for another bag to continue mixing.
The single seam that determines the resin-join of the finished piece had to remain exposed thus requiring a lot of precise digging simply because the application of lumps of plaster under the direction of gravity is way less precise than the supposed results would suggest.
Four steel pipes were joined onto the mould to support the total weight and prevent cracking. Standing vertically like this, the piece is 1.5 meters in height so there was a lot of stretching and scraping in thickening up the mould to approximately 2 inches in uniform coating. It was an exhausting day's work.
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Although the arduous processes of sculpture are wearing me down, I expect to embark on the ambitious task of a full-size body cast next semester.
The form I'd like to realise would be suspended between two kinetic forms in the same manner as the stretch-piece. Technically, it presents major difficulties which is precisely the best reason for attempting it
Planning for this, I've started a series of life drawings with an understanding model arranged in cramped poses within the confines of this temporary structure. Two boards, suspended on rails, in turn suspended on four easels to allow for easy access and quick alteration of the pose.
I'm not finding it effortless to flit between drawing, molding, painting and casting. I'm still recovering from this balance / vertigo condition and I get tired more easily.
Still, keeping the discipline of drawing going on a regular basis feels important, particularly when there is absolutely no directed tuition in elemental skills. |
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I'm not complaining though. Tuition is ever present in other ways. Supported learning, consultation, whatever you want to call it - it all adds to an atmosphere conducive to experimentation and is always appealing and positive. To illustrate this point, here is a photo of my 3rd year tutor, Mark Wallace, wearing my half-completed wooden gallery-gauntlets.
These things have taken a lot of time and effort also. Currently, they're being upholstered with gaudy blue satin and leather straps.

Finally, some of my outside work has enabled me to combine photo-studies with super-imposed sketchbook work. They feel like a pleasing antidote to all the labour-intensive sculpture. I've been asked by Glasgow University's online literary publication From Glasgow to Saturn to contribute visual material for their monthly releases. This image is one of those to be published.

The air temperature is getting very cold and the snow is falling early this winter. I'm looking forward to dressing up warm and creeping about more with the camera.
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09/11/10
Well, I finally went and made myself ill.
After getting back from the studio one evening three weeks ago, I sat at the laptop for awhile, going through photos. I got up for whatever reason, only to find that the room was spinning and my head felt like it was fifteen feet above my body. I stayed in bed for two days before realising the symptoms of vertigo and horrific nausea weren't going away anytime soon. I managed to make it to a doctor with minimal vomiting on the way to eventually be diagnosed with labyrinthitis - most likely brought on by overwork. I was out of action for about ten days before eventually returning to the studio (both artistic and tattoo). I still feel dizzy but I'm capable of walking in a straight line as well as stirring a cup of tea without mistaking my right arm for my left. Close work presents no difficulty but traveling and movement effect my senses majorly. I can't really focus on anything outwith five metres while walking so I have to be careful crossing roads. I haven't even attempted getting back into the pool yet. The prospect of diving into the deep end would feel like leaping off a cliff at nighttime.
Anyway - I'm on the mend and working again. However, I have doctor's orders to take things a little easier so I'm proceeding at a more leisurely pace. For now.
These two rose paintings are coming along. After playing with that balance between application and the stiffness of the paint, the focal range of the image is becoming more established without destroying the peripheral looser marks. I now know that I'm on the 'final' track for completing these - that is, I very much doubt I'm going to have to tackle any more major decisions in their execution. From this point, it should simply be time spent with a brush in hand and less analysis.
Despite knowing where they're going, I'm resigned to a long time-scale with these. There are many thin applications of heavily diluted pigment as well as time given for drying and then writing / drawing on the surface in gel pen. I'm given over to treating these canvases as sketchbooks as well. Both these images serve to keep half an eye on imagery while working in 3D as well as a constant reminder of the traditional roots of wall-based presentation.
The format and scale of these images is directly in keeping with previous rose paintings but the execution is utterly different. One of the painting tutors, Bob, often spoke of Whistler's description of paint being applied like breath on a pane of glass - that is what's happening here. There are no discernable brush-strokes and no surface textures other than the weave of canvas and the gloss of linseed oil.
I've settled into a rhythm of working with these and I can see them being finished by mid winter. Most of my other pieces involve working in the various workshops where the door locks at 5pm. At least with these paintings I have the option of working later after the place empties. I know I have almost felt dismissive of these images as an exercise in painting but they require an intangible effort. I don't feel the need to analyse this kind of work on a conscious level but the effort leaves me drained all the same. |
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My time-consuming, faux-bronze friend is also coming along. Finally, the two halves of glass-fibre resin have been united and the plaster's job is done.
It feels odd to have had this head cocooned in a transitory state - working toward a pre-ordained form even though one cannot directly observe it. Above all things I have to say that resin casting is time consuming. This is the price we pay for creating something that will literally last for a thousand years.
Disappointingly, the resin/bronze mix emerges from the dusty mold looking like cheap easter-egg chocolate. It has that waxy, plastic sheen that instantly reminds me of synthetic fabrication. As if enough time hasn't already been spent on the damn thing, it ended up soaking in a bucket for 8 days while I was ill, supposedly discharging the remains of the plaster that had managed to remain trapped in the deepest fissures.
Since then, I've been filing down the seam left visible from the casting process and working the last of the plaster out with dental tools. Scrubbing the surface with steel wool also helps the cleaning as well as provide a tantalising glimpse of the metallic patination I'll eventually achieve. |

The bigger, more abstract, more visceral 3D forms are taking shape too.
I've attached chicken-wire to the armature made to ensure secure attachment to the wall. A temporary board has been place underneath the form to mimic the rigidity of the block-form that will eventually compliment the narrative within the piece. This allows me to model the plaster section without having to worry about what fits where afterwards.
So far so good - but this is a simple shape compared to its companion piece. The narrative of the form is amplified by suggesting a counterpart under similar material restrictions but a different kinetic dynamic. |
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I made a second armature to compliment the first 'squeezed' shape. In this case, the proposed narrative blocks will be further apart and the plasticity of the form in the middle will represent a pulling apart; an elongation of viscous matter. I like to think of it as chewing gum being stretched apart.

Again, chicken wire was used to suggest the basic structure of the form but in this case the rendering is more complex. There are strings of elasticity, a stubborn adhesion to the 'block forms' and a bulbous weight on which the interaction of gravity is apparent.
The form is basically there but there will be much carving, sanding and general refinement of the plaster to produce a smooth imitation of organic matter.

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This time around, I may not colour or texture the organic material to directly resemble flesh. The implied narrative of both these pieces rely on the viewer's instinctive reaction to the plastic material as somehow living or biological. It may be that the weight of gravity on human flesh is the mechanism that allows this resonance to occur but I feel obliged to remove overt mechanisms and allow subtler facets to take control of the piece.
The human quality is also reminiscent of wall-based art. Perhaps there's a classical ownership of the flesh that feels at home on the wall.
I know I'd like to take this human facet and amplify it under the same conditions - to take a human being and subject them to the confines of the block forms. The flesh is wieldy but the rigid forms of our architecture encourage manipulation whenever these two interact.
One little aside to this is that I sense the enormous temptation to continue to work with plaster, plastics and wood and other 'plastic' forms of construction. It is almost as if there is a loftiness in using these materials in the creation of art - they provide maximum flexibility. This feels like a danger; a casual assumption of material convenience.
With this in mind, I'm now on the lookout for ways of expressing this 'material/texture/touch/recoil' narrative manner of work that employs 'existing' materials or found objects. Perhaps I can arrive at simpler means of working with a richer description of the overall premise. |
Drawing is still everything. All suggestions of form under gravity or between objects arise from studies of the flesh.

The flesh itself is also a medium for drawing.
In this case, one of four highly stylised leg pieces - each will have the same central premise, a backwards facing skull with a decorative elongated cranium.
I had feared that the labyrinthitis was going to keep me from detailed work. In truth it actually helps my recovery to keep my head still and concentrate on a precise and definite task. For a three-hour tattoo, perhaps I finished a little more tired than normal but I'm glad that this kind of work is still within my reach.
Each of these four leg pieces will be augmented with more thin lines to add texture and then shaded to imply the real depth that they need. They are placed in such a a way as to allow a space at the front of the shin and back of the calf for yet more pieces.
Still - one day at a time. Everything I'm working on at the moment seems to require a strong component of planning and precision. It might be good to get my teeth into something more reckless and immediately responsive - blow away some of the cobwebs. |
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15/10/10
My sleep is broken and my dreams are very vivid. I'm working probably a little harder than is healthy. The janitor keeps making jokes when he comes into the studio in the late evening, asking me if I don't have a home to go to.
The problem is I have a good few pieces / experiments underway and there aren't enough hours in the day. Some are time-consuming in their own right. The resin casting of the clay head is a messy and difficult process - layering in glass fibre with a small brush, precisely placing each cut so as to ensure the two halves will fit. Next week should see it done and then of course I'll be moving on to the decisions of patination, presentation, etc.

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One of the larger, more complex pieces involving the organic back shapes has commenced. I chose to get the first basic form directly from my own body. This was an uncomfortable pose to hold while the plaster took hold.
The finished cast needs to be smoothed and reinforced with more plaster. Eventually it will be cut in two to allow the shapes to be cast in an, as yet, undecided choice of material.

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Another experiment in the works involves cubic, frame-forms and their textures. Again, I'm drawn to the peripheries of presentation in a gallery space and making that the actual work. This box-form is intended to be wall-mounted.

Although I had prepared the surface with wood-stain and varnish, I chose to coat it in iron filings. Over time these will rust. I have promoted the rust by brushing on orange juice. Unless my school chemistry education has failed me, the citric acid should speed up the oxidation. Once the texture has emerged to a certain point, I'll spray the whole thing with enamel to unify the surface and hopefully halt the rusting.
Finally, I have plans for some large, heavy wall-mounted forms. Last semester's issues with hanging and mounting inconvenient shapes have got me planning well in advance. This wooden structure interlocks - the idea being that I can firmly attach one half of the structure onto the wall and securely attach the other onto which the 'art' is attached.

I still have so much to do. I still have a painting and draawing schedule as well as more 3D pieces. However, I'm giving myself a little extra time off this weekend - need to take it easy and catch up on my sleep.
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05/10/10
Back in Dundee.
So far there seems to be little confusion. The studio spaces are allocated and squabbled over. The staff are settled and apparently used to a general order of business that doesn't require much contact with the students. These first few weeks feel very free and easy. This entire academic year is one venture with a real lean on self-directed practice. There are no project briefs. We are our own masters. The sunlight is blasting across the Tay and raising fog. Autumn is on the way and I know how to keep myself warm in the studio during the cold months. I've got stuff in my head and I'm going to work on it.

Compared to last year, I have no hesitancy about my direction. I have a direct follow-on from some of last year's work. One of the sculpture technicians was good enough to keep spraying water over a clay head I made last semester. We had hoped to mould and cast the thing at the time but our schedules wouldn't allow it. Now the new term has started, he's kind to take me through the ancient technique of the plaster casts.

The clay needed to be reconditioned - essentially a little soaked in water. Then a rim of clay was contoured around the head with some small circular key marks gouged out of the rim. Runny plaster was flicked into the surface of the clay and eventually built up to surround first the face-half and then the rear in about an inch of plaster.

The seam was exposed with a gouging tool before immersing the whole thing in water.

I left it immersed overnight. On returning, I saw that water had entered the clay portion and expanded, splitting the mould open neatly along the seam. There was then a lengthy cleaning process to remove the clay from all the nooks and crannies of the plaster interior - my fault for choosing to make such a heavily textured surface.
At present, the mould is clean and dry. I have coated it with three layers of shellac in preparation for casting the whole thing with resin. Personally, I don't feel that this kind of sculpture contributes to the overall body of work I intend but the skill is a useful one to gain.

Aside from this work in the plaster room, I have set up studio space. It feels like a messy clinic and suits me perfectly. Despite choosing to work in this studio close to the sculpture workshops, ironically I have started this year's work by painting. The urge to paint has been nagging me for a while. Again, the subject matter is irrelevant so long as it helps me explore this illusion of an implied 3D perspective onto a flat surface.

So, I've returned to the rose. I'm replenishing this image and using it quicken my responses to image and colour. Already, I'm zeroing in on the framing and presentation. The actual content is peripheral. I know that the bulk of my efforts this year are going to be concerned with exploring presentational difficulties within gallery space and the themes I touched on with abstract sculptural work last year.
This time I'm using the body - or the trace of it. My block-forms rely so often on symmetry so I'm planning to use symmetrical aspects of a human figure in creating some physical presences that will likely be wall-mounted. Some little photographic experiments turned out well...

...and I am using some of Caponigro's directions to crudely duplicate hemisphere's of the bodily forms. I will start on 3D versions soon.

The symmetrical forms are appealing, particularly when getting into the details of the configuration of back muscles. I've been drawing a lot with this in mind.

Still, the flow and curvature of human backs feels like such a clash to some of the more rigid forms from the ideas of framing. With the ever-present spectre of violence hovering behind every piece I make, I intend to make a highly crafted gauntlet - a series of box-like structures that can be worn by the soft and malleable human form. The glove portion will be fashioned into a hard, sharp-cornered surface - ideal for battering flesh, plaster and clay, I imagine the user of this gauntlet being able to lash out and the public and the artwork within the confines of an exhibition space - or perhaps even a studio.

There's a lot to go on. I am not going to restrict myself to any one practical discipline. My output will again be a menagerie, I'm sure of it.
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essays

sketchbook

life drawing

negate paintings

short films

rose paintings

wallpaper

tim on the move

prints
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